the struggle that was yesterday has passed and the day ended with resolve to go ahead with major change.
apparently there's no such thing as a good or bad choice. so last night i moved beyond two weeks of second guessing myself and dumped my doubts. i've no idea where i'll end up and i don't know if wanting to get away from the past and creating a radically alternative present is good reason for change... or at least, what the true underlying motivation is - am i running away from the known or running towards the unknown?
i need to decide if i'm gonna sell pretty much everything i own or leave it in storage. for i'm pursuing a path that i may not turn back down. i might be gone for a year, or the rest of my life. and only time will tell that.