Monday, March 02, 2009

change is gonna come

the struggle that was yesterday has passed and the day ended with resolve to go ahead with major change.

apparently there's no such thing as a good or bad choice. so last night i moved beyond two weeks of second guessing myself and dumped my doubts. i've no idea where i'll end up and i don't know if wanting to get away from the past and creating a radically alternative present is good reason for change... or at least, what the true underlying motivation is - am i running away from the known or running towards the unknown?

i need to decide if i'm gonna sell pretty much everything i own or leave it in storage. for i'm pursuing a path that i may not turn back down. i might be gone for a year, or the rest of my life. and only time will tell that.


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