i need sommat alright...

well, therapy for starters, or, as i was recently reminded, we all need therapy...

i don't know why you need might need it but last night i found another item of concern to add the list to take to my potenial-therapist tomorrow.

i watched american psycho on the TV last night and was reminded of the fact that, even while weilding a chain saw, i found christian bale rather beautiful and i'm so lying when i say rather...his despicably mysogynistic slaughterfest and downward spiral into complete psychopathy did nothing to dull my liking of the man. ::thud::


so it's no surprise that on a trip to the supermarket after a very crazy day in the office, that i,

(and yes the observant amongst you will note that this is thursday and i'm not 'paid' to be there on a thursday, but that's the kind of week it's been and i say 'paid' because i don't know when i'm actually getting my salary this month...did someone mention funding crisis? anyways despite nightmare cashflow scenarios if the beaureucratic wheels of EU funding programmes would get up of their asses and bloody well TURN and show us the money we are owed, there will actually be money in the coffers to pay me a little longer, at least through april and at 4 days a week, not 3, which i agreed to because trying squeeze 5 days work of your own job plus a significant chunk of your non-existent line manager's job into 3 days was getting a little fraught. but well, i could be living in a slum with a 3 mile trek to clean water so i really cannot compalin. i'm bloody fortunate. anyway, this is a parenthetical digression of the highest order... back to the supermarket)

along with cat food, vegetables, ribena, shampoo, duct tape, set of knives, nail gun and a whitney housten cd, somehow a special edition copy of batman begins ended up in my trolley (cart to US readers - far cooler anyway, like boot/trunk - on occassion the USofA has actually improved on the queen's english). even the good dr doesn't have this 2 cd edition. he has actually just left after one of our ::weekly late night cuppas:: (TM) so i am about to return to continue my first even viewing of said film. i have to admit to taking little in during the first half hour due to complete distraction at the exceptional example of scruffy beardedness on display, (and let's not dwell on the ::drop into press ups:: move which quite frankly i think any person would be happy to see their man do of a morning upon rising) i was regretful not to have seen this on the big screen, batman being my favourite of all comic super heroes - and so far i'm loving the exploration of the darkness he carries. needless to say, the special feature entitled ::shaping mind and body: observe christain bale's transformation into batman:: had nothing to do with said spontaneous purchase... nothing. at. all.

been quite excited all week. looking forward to our first date and seeing if this could be the start of a long standing relationship...with the therapist that is...

hope you're having a good week folks.

back to the movie...

LB, x