Wednesday, February 15, 2006

stutter shook and uptight

hey,

online access has been down for a few days...

that said, not gonna say much else for right now. feeling kinda low and dark and not in the mood for talking. articulation is a struggle. so i'm just gonna let it go for now.

i'm feeling a bit like Dolittle's Pushmepullyou.
one end is the false self, and the other the true.

beuchner has a beautiful line in telling the truth, "a chamber of the heart left open and waiting"... today i noticed mine appears to be fitted with one of those emergency exit doors. swings shut every time you open it. are we designed that way or did i make some alterations?

i'll be back in a while. don't worry - just trying to work some stuff through.

later,

LB, x

1 comment:

  1. Have been reading bits quoted in different places about Beuchner but not heard of him till now - can't find him on amazon or play.com - any ideas where will I find him? Hope you're feeling more up now and hope you don't mind me asking?

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